still here

distance settles in
anything could happen
sleep seems possible
until it all comes back

joy and pain
wheres the balance
it starts coming back
until its all gone again

day and night
the difference is there
it becomes similar here
neither seems good

out of my hands
and nowhere to go
i cannot remain here
both seem wrong

one more deep breath
all that i have
and then it's gone
why not another

what happens now
i cannot move
i need to walk
there is no other way